Time for Closing

In Pursuit of True Happiness

So i definitely just wrote a whole blog and it didnt go through and it definitely erased itself ,ugh...So...here it goes again.
Well Im now at a point in life where Im no longer looking for happiness thru love. I have sought for love and now that all that Ive found was all wrong, I know its time. There were two major relationships that pushed me to this "life revolution". 1. I was with my highschool sweetheart for 2 years and he is was seriously a sweetheart. The only thing is that with him I was changing myself slowly. I didnt like who I was becoming. 2. I was with my best friend for 7 months and I really thought every thing was final, this was it. But, he wasnt too mature when it came to relationships. So, everything that I searched for and found only felt like the real deal bc I was trying to fill something that I never truly felt. With all of that said, Im not at a deadend with all that finding love stuff, but you could say this is a long red light....